Oh hi there! Come here often? I was totally shocked when I realized my last post was at the end of August. Has it really been that long? I guess I put a few things here and there on my FB page, but haven’t blogged in a while. November is Diabetes Awareness Month and in past years I’ve been blogging up a storm. This November I’ve stayed pretty quiet. I don’t have time or energy to post every day (or every month – HA!). I was not going to post anything today either but blogging material landed on my lap.
V’s diabeetus may have been feeling neglected, because just as World Diabetes Day got started on November 14th, diabeetus decided that we needed more awareness of it. To that end, Dexcom low alarm went off. And boom – one minute we are sleeping peacefully and completely unaware, the other minute we are totally aware!
What a better way to mark Wold Diabetes Day than to battle lows in the middle of the night. (That was sarcasm.) Why was V’s BG so low? Diabeetus, that’s why. According to all rules and logic it should not have happened. She went to bed at a solid 80 with no active insulin in her body and trend arrow holding nice and steady. She has walking pneumonia, which technically could have/should have raised her BG overnight, not lowered it. And in the past few days she’d been steadily going up overnight, even if she started with a good number before bed. We have not made any recent changes to her pump settings. We have not administered any insulin at bedtime. And yet, we had to pump her with four glucose tabs and suspend insulin delivery for an hour, and it took us about 3 hours to stabilize her BG and get it into a safe range.
Over the course of 3 hrs alarms kept blaring. We kept getting up. V kept waking up. We poked her fingers multiple times. We could have given her more sugar right away but we did not want to over-treat and end up with an epic high, so we kept monitoring and doing it one step at a time. It was stressful and exhausting. Welcome to another night in our humble T1D adobe.
So why am I writing about this now, you may ask? Because I want to bring to light something that we don’t often talk about. What happened last night is great example of “shit happens, T1D edition.” People with diabetes have to face a lot of judgment. One reason for it is an assumption others often make that the person is doing something wrong: they are not eating well; not exercising enough or exercising too much; they are not following their doctor’s orders; they are not taking the correct amount of insulin. That surely there is a way to get BG under better control, to prevent most highs and lows, but the person is not making enough effort.*
Sure, there is always room for improvement and better glucose control. But what I want you to understand, really want you to understand, is that there are times when T1D makes absolutely no sense, follows no rules, and is completely unpredictable. Like last night, when it decided to act like a jerk, just because.
The one thing I really want you to take away from this post on World Diabetes Day is that diabetes management has so many moving and unpredictable parts. Please don’t assume, never ever assume, that the person with diabetes or their caregiver are doing something wrong or not doing enough. And be prepared that if you ask me “why”, the only answer you may get is “diabeetus, that’s why.” Usually delivered with a shrug.
*Disclaimer: People with Type 2 diabetes have it one hundred times worse when it comes to these types of judgments and assumptions. Sadly, sometimes it’s my fellow T1 peeps and parents who, in their defensive reactions of “I/my child did nothing to get T1D!”, throw fellow T2 brothers and sisters under the judgment bus. But that’s something to address in a separate post.